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This is more for my own record, no need to read unless you are REALLY BORED:

power cats, rachel vorm's sweet ov shurt, making home movies, free bikes, borders coworkers are fun, especially BURTON because we trained together, eating well, the way amy does my makeup, jewish studies, dressing more funly than you, really cute little kids especially non white ones, public service announcements, when emily o'hara reads me childrens books, kenzie's sense of humor, i miss simon's double-syllable meow-oooow, kate's unforgiveness towards simon from when he took out his anger on me on her foot, big maps, the way kate looks like an anime character, this rwanda thing im entangled in, WARM WEATHER, memory foam, the tragedy of marie antoinette, tragedies in general - i dont like them necesarily but im interested in them, when i can answer in modern political thought, dublin bay and the cafe and jimmy johns, free coldstone, my legs hurt, denmark's environmental minister whose name is connie hedegaard, steven loves me more than i think i realized human love can love, how many people noticed that barbie heads have gotten bigger?, hot chocolate pop tarts, chaz's natural poetry, cutting steak, sarah fufu's adorable demeanor, crying a little, wearing dresses, barefootedness, sprinkles, when twiggy says "twinkles" instead of "sparkles" because she's british and old, america's next top model for sure, did you know i am basically up for anything when it is warm out but if it is cold im not as easily moveable...
Favorite Music: ...clean teeth, i like arrested development and even though im in support of men with women and vice versa, i love that portia di rossi and ellen degeneres are a couple, they are soooo adorable, i like tattoo sleeves on people, and even though i doubt ill ever have a tattoo, sometimes i wish i was covered in them, i love the santa fe quesadilla maker that kate and chaz got me for my birthday, and i made such a deal about it being my brithday this year, but really i hate birthdays and Christian holidays in general because they seem like such bs to me, i like being dirty and i hate taking showers, i love when steven looks 'indimo' and wears that mewithout you sweatshirt he always wore when i first started dating him, i like beer way more than any other alcoholic drink, although wine is growing on me, especially principato. im not bragging about drinking or anything, but now that im 21 i think it is safe and good for me to have an appreciation for it. remember when chaz and i hid the jack sparrow and ninja turtle on the fan? i miss how people used to have actual photographs to show off, but now its nice to have pictures on facebook, cardstock, i love cardstock a lot more than normal flimsy paper. i wishi had a nicer digital camera, mine is getting old. i like sitting at panera talking with chaz, drinking panera drinks and eating a huge loaf of bread. i like seeing inn housekeepers and i love tipping them. i like carwashes even though they kind of scare me, i love...
Favorite TV Shows: ...light and playing with it. I really love camping and being outside when it is warm. I like the smoke and s'mores, hikes and bikes, coolers and tents, stars, crickets, bare feet, sun, friends and family, stories and thoughts all shared over the fire. i miss newton hills from my childhood and the way everyone would jump on their bikes, petal a few miles, and end up at lake lakota to go swimming. i love sadie buum and playing lifegaurd for people who didnt need to be saved, seaweed and leeches and sturgeon fish ready to surround and attack us. i don't mind humidity at all, so i loved the amazon river and the weight of the air as I exited my cabin every morning. Iquitos smells like smog and it is hard to breathe there, but I went every week to go shopping with Americans and help them barter, to get to know the folks around town, and to go sloth searching. I miss Benjamin, Marvin, and Elias, my sassy translators. I miss the river and the people along it, living on fish and not much more. I really miss the day where we played soccer "futbol" with them, and then we taught them how to play football "futbol americano" with us. I miss sloths, and i love when i dream about them and in the dreams i start to bawl because i love them; .. that's weird. I like apple computers and raleigh venture bikes, lancome cosmetics, and beautiful art. these are the things that are expensive that i want. covet? but usually ilike cheap things, like used clothes, junk from antique stores...
Favorite Movies: ...etc. i want to be a semi truck driver, and i want to be able to make stained glass windows. by the end of the summer i hope to know how to do one or both of these. i really think j.k. rowling and think she is one of the best authors to have ever lived and published, and anyone who has read her things and disagrees should try to figure out if they need to take a logic class or not. just kidding. kind of. I miss california and my family, the salty and smoggy air, the clean air, the happy cows, the palm trees, the spongy grass, the fashion and style, the stucco and tile, fresh produce most definitely. im interested in where i will be in one, five, ten years, and if i'll be killed or not. i used to really dislike my high school and the people who i shared it with, not personally, just generally. now i miss them a lot, i miss the simplicity and the drama even, the freedom that i didnt realize i had. romance in high school is charming to me, and i wish id appreciated it more when i had it like that. i miss art with dirksy, and stuco, marchng band with ryan and South Pacific practice. I loved my friends, and I remember the time that Ashley and I drove to Sioux City and I was pitting out so I took off my shirt, not realzing a car was pulling up alongside us with grandparents and little kids. I couldn't have asked for a better friend at that time in my life. i miss tagfw (finger wigglers!) and the heierarchy of the kings and queens on the white board, the name game...
Favorite Books: and the power we held as juniors during seventh period study hall in the TAG room. I wish I knew sign language because I want to teach it to my babies. I am very fearful of pregnancy, and I think I might pass out the first time I see my belly move and know that it was something growing inside. i like blue eyes with brown hair, i hope my kids do. im interested in traveling the country, and the world. i want the bilingual chillin's. i want absolutely nothing and to be happy. i want to get rid of all of the extra stuff i keep dragging from place to place, but a lot of it is totally worthless, but it olds a lot of sentimental value. should i get rid of that? i want to but i never can. i want to get married but i dont want to have the hardest two years of my life. people with lots of jewelery at chruch kind of frustrate me, but i have to remember that i dont know everything. i need that reminder a lot more than i get it. i like ducks and i hate eating chicken, and anyone who didnt know that doesnt know me all that well i guess... ha. some other things you might not have known: i love that my favorite shoes have a hole in the sole, i have an annoyingly small bladder when im driving, i dont like ames very much, i cry when im startled, im really shy around a lot of people, especially professors, i dont care about hardly anything that most people care about, and i especially dont worry as much as most people. i am almost always disgusted by the idea of pizza,
Favorite Quotes: ...but i still eat it a lot. if anyone has really read everything so far, im impressed and im sorry. i like when animals do things weirdly, like when it seems that they are smarter than they are supposed to be. i struggle with relativism and i cant figure out how to share Christ any more than just trying to be nice and different. i dont want to ram it down people's throats because who wants that? nobody. not even Christians who need to be put back in their place, even they dont want to hear it. my heart hurts for humanity a lot, so i inadvertantly fill my mind up with things that are trivial. sirius black is not harry's uncle, chaz. but you probably wont read this or you will know by the time you read this who he is. i don't like college a lot. i love when people have crazy hair full of secrets. bohemians and homeless-looking people make me jealous. i like dumpster diving. the library. worldly goods. the antique mall. stam. stomp. craigslist. you know. or did you know? i love Steven. i love my friends. I love Jesus and getting ot know him better, and I like Don Miller helping me. i should spend more time reading for fun instead of class. oh well. im lame and wish ive done more than almost done some crazy things. im afraid of breaking the law, not because im afraid of the consequences as much as i feel its the right thing to do to obey them. except jay walking. i want to ride my bike that i dont own yet across america. or at least around town. i think its funny when people write so much under each category of facebook and think people actually read it. hilarious.
About Me: The above is me in a nutshell. a big nutshell.